In any event of an enjoyable time with a lover, do not leave them to themselves for an extended period of time. Love them. That’s a rare situation to find with in someone else. That statement has been said to me before. I didn’t understand it, until we left us to ourselves for an extended period of time. That wasn’t my plan. I saw how much you were going to miss me on April 13th. God. I’ve missed you since. I’ve tried to move on since. But you’re still around. I know what I have to do to get you back but I don’t want to suffocate. I’ve felt like I’ve drown, it was before I knew you. It was when I met you once more I was born again. It was when I saw the most magnificent green jacket I’ve ever seen. What a night. You’re my joy.